So we went to the hospital tonight. Stop freaking out already nothing was really wrong and we knew it when we left. We went just because both of us have been feeling nervous as of late with all the tiredness, nausea, heartburn, and strange sensations. The staff was really great and didn’t even blink when we told them we had planned a homebirth. The nurse even suggested a midwife as a middle ground measure. The baby is fine, mom is fine, and now I have proof so I am better.

The hospital doesn’t do VBACs so our only chance of having one is waiting until she is in active labor to head there. This is no problem seeing as how the place is less than 15 minutes in traffic. It was even the nurse’s suggestion. She obviously didn’t approve of their policy of VBACs just from the way she spoke. I am comfortable with the place to be honest. I think we are going to take her suggestion and if I am all sorts of comfortable when the time comes we can always just finish here. Case closed as far as I am concerned. I wasn’t nervous as I usually am in medical facilities and they even said she might be farther along that suspected so it could be any time now. I am not crossing my fingers but it’s a nice hope. I would like to get this over with and I know that the loving wife would like that even more than I would. Of course the baby coming now would seriously drain us financially but we could make it. In a month we will be alright so either way is cool.